Hey all, finally the4 love song videois up on youtube for viewing! i hacked the embed code so it can be viewed on hd on my blog, but remember to go to youtube and rate and comment! =D haha
I currently don't have the lyrics with me, and it would be a hassle to type out everything here well there are subtitles anw (but you'll have to watch in hd to see clearly)
enjoy! =D
(**update)And oops... my blogskin not wide enough to accommodate the video! =( Head on to youtube by double clicking the vid to watch properly, lol
Credits: Composition: Dex and Me Lyrics: Dex and Me Vocals: Dex and Me Music: Dex Video Editing and Publishing: Me
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brightness will break through, and SHINE @ 10:16 AM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Wow! finally i am here posting! long time huh? well i have to admit, lots have happened since the last post, no even since the Os were over well i try to bring it all up in this post just to make it up for u guys hahah omg this shall take me the entire night I hope i'm wrong
So just to get the balls rolling, I'll start with something random Found some eggs on the wall outside my house one day somewhere during the Os (i think around SS time) then they hatched a few days later! The bugs quite cool la... look abit like scorpion got claws liddat haha then my mother at first thought they were the parents of the eggs cos they look abit too big to hatched out from the eggs... but at last it was proven that they were the babies cos the no. of them equal the no. of eggs... lol abit retarded la i guess
Then alumni dinner! It was before the last few MCQ papers if i'm not wrong we helped the ppl there by packing some door gifts and also in the reception had a great time and the food was great too but didn't get to enjoy de dessert cos had to zao early meet some other frens haha oh well heard it was red bean paste or something At the reception! Yamsengs! all softdrinks though...'cept Mrs Gan! Our table ppl + Mrs Gan Our table Guys Mrs Gan was cool! She came over halfway and also brought some food from her table.. haha so sharing She also let us have a sip of some wine... abit only though haha she kept saying, "let me take photo with you all! then i have proof that you all are here and not studying for your Physics MCQ!" lol funny sia
And finally When the Os were over... Went over to dex's house to stay for the 4 days before grad night. prepared for grad night like went to buy clothes and also swimming and stuff Well went sentosa during the 3rd day and I don't have to photos yet only have some random stuffs like Squirrels And baby iguanas
Then finally it was the grad night! went to albert's with dex to layer my hair abit, and dex got his hair styled and trimmed by albert, then i styled my hair myself, borrowing albert's hairspray
Met the 4 love guys at orchard mrt and made our way to Orchard hotel Reached there around 6.30 i think, then made our way up to the reception Well i think i should put all the zillian pics in de toilet up first ba... xian ku hou tian ma... =P
haha then we started taking pics with everybody when waiting for the ball room to open and let us in... the door gift quite disappionting sia... a little fan =( SJAB! Emo Last Night! Fusen and darren! 4 love guys photos The drinks in the reception nice sia... probably cos very thirsty... but the coke is very dilute
Then the door open so we go in... the place was smaller than i expected... haha but it was still nice Our table with mrs gan joining us Dex and i
Then the thing start... have to watch a vid and hear benjamin tok abit haha Benjamin tokin
Then the food start... haha it was like suddenly everybody go take... then the queue damn long la... the food was nice, esp the fish... the fried rice very weird so hot one but although it was nice and all, i just felt that it wasn't worth the amount we paid The 4 love photo after we ate finish Then after food we start dancing... at first everybody all shy then only the sec 5 got some ppl dance... like louis, brave sia... but then later everybody high le, and we had a fun time then suddenly end. haha and thats the end of grad night lol but of cos we did'nt bear to leave so we loitered and continued taking photos Our cosplay team, Sasori, Sasuke, Deidara Again
This time deathnote, Mello, Light, L Again... (perfectionists we are? hmm...) Peggy joined in Continue our deathnote, with peggy as misa? Amos joined in Zuer and they all, behind got phantoms haunt us
Family photo, with cool ahgong ahma: andrew and keith Next generation family photo, spot the reincarnations of the previous ahgong ahma, haha
Yanrong! Zuer ShaoNing... Wads with those glasses? haha funny sia Manda! Simin! old class mate! haha Val This one from her blog, i think clearer Huiyun... ...and jessica! haha Darren lew qi wei!Retsgnail lehz... haha Me disturb me, sl, darren Sl and me Keith lai liao, hahas knife proBin Me carryin darren! heavy sia! sure go gym train de hor! lol Flash
Now that everything's over... must emo abit... haha
kk so thats the grad night... after that we went out to ton with the 4 love guys, some of the Little Girls and other class girls, and also hh and tanner we didn't know where could we go and what we wanted to do sia... almost went to kbox, but at last ended up in pool played until like 4 something then left... but then no transport home sia... so we camped at mac and waited until 5.30 plus, then made our way home
Well thats the past... so wad happened today? haha well, went to mediacorp to attend wad anniversary thingy Some "gold pillow" were supposed to break during the end of the event, broken prop photo taken in the backstage after everything's over. though the entire thing was abit boring but the food at the end at the reception was fabulous! haha and it was free somemore... though both are buffet style, it could beat wad we had in grad night easily, got alot seafood and stuff sia, and laksa somemore... eat until full lol took the same lift with fann wong and the bu fan de ai de woman actor(the one that also has aids and at first like iceberg one) I quite shock that fann wong so tall when i stand beside her in the lift, she like same tall or abit taller than me sia... Then i realised she was wearing super tall stiletto heels... =O her legs not ache meh... haha then my mother tok to her ask how's her sis... then her she say her sis at overseas or wad goign to marry, if i nvr hear wrongly... after that i asked my mother like how she know fann wong and her sis de, then she say last time when she young fann wong and her sis always go her house play de. waah i until today nvr knew sia... Yeah but during that time, i didn't know why, but i had the inspiration or something to work in mediacorp when i grow up... lol... just had that feeling the mediacorp was a great place... (probably cos of the food though)
yeaps... so thats most of it, still got photos meant for this post but i nvr recieve them yet... so keep checking back i think i will edit this post from time to time... took me around 2 hrs plus... well its a relief thats its not the entire night =DD kk cya and pls tag!
stop looking down
brightness will break through, and SHINE @ 8:34 AM
Monday, June 30, 2008
Hahas shall blog abit... ABBY's BDAY WAS FUN FUN FUNN!! hahas thanks abby =) Fresh pizza FTW... stale pizza suckzxzxz Today went cafe cartel to eat dinner and do hw lol... had a fun time there and the thing is, we really did more hw compared to last time! =D My first porkribs were very hard and i eat halfway then go ask the ppl change... then he really change! the second one is only half la.. but super shiok lol... cafe cartel rocks =D And this is for JF one... lol =PP
Hahas well nothing else to blog abt or maybe is me just being lazy... so just kope smthing from my previous blog and put here... enjoy =)
Pain
Muffled sounds drifted from the ajar door into the ears of the captive. Darkness surrounded his otherwise naked body. The only thing that adorned him was a sickly ray of light shining across his torso like a white sash. His hands were clenched in pain.
“A former Chinese boxer,” the voices outside said, “We found this Chinese recruit lying under a banyan tree after the skirmish.”
The voices faded. The captive tried to recall what happened, his sweaty brow furrowed in concentration. Drops of blood oozed out of his wounds and mingled with his perspiration, running down his arms, thigh and feet. All he could think was pain.
It was dusk. The regiment was approaching the temporary Japanese base situated near some Malay settlement. The setting sun painted the landscape red, and soon it would really be; red with blood. It was only a few moments before the invasion started. The man and his comrades charged towards the sloppily built tents and opened fire, bullets bursting from the tip of their rifles. The Japanese soldiers screamed in horror and pain as bullets reduced their bodies into bloody shreds.
Suddenly the man fell, as if knocked over by some unseen force. All instincts told him to run for cover. Every step was a step of agony. Eventually he reached the banyan tree. He collapsed in pain, blood pouring from the gaping bullet hole on his thigh.
The captive tried to move his blood-soaked arms. They were chained to the wall. Now he could see through the darkness, and the walls of the room were decorated with implements of torture, implements of pain.
“Whack!”
The cane smashed onto the bare flesh of the boy. He was back in his childhood home, a kampong.
“I told you not the feed the beggar!” his step mother screeched, continuing to thrash him. Stroke after stroke landed, the boy howled in pain. The boy had been through the wrath of his petty and selfish step mother many times before. Nevertheless nothing could deter him from going back to the beggar and feeding him. This was how he was brought up, experiencing a childhood of pain.
He was now in a boxing ring. The audience howled as the man landed a crushing blow onto the opponent. The opponent retaliated by landing a volley of blows to the man’s solar plexus. The man withstood the pain and made his retribution, finally leaving the opponent on the ground, writhing in pain.
He was now in the recruit camp, hours before the fateful skirmish. He was recruited for his physical prowess and his endurance. The man stood up, legs aching, but no pain can deter him from fighting the Japanese, from fighting for his country…
He was back in the interrogation room, and darkness once again surrounded him. Footsteps approached the door. The man’s breathing quickened, just like when he was thrashed by his mother, just like when he fought his opponent in the boxing ring, just like when he was shot. His mind was made up; no amount of pain can deter him from achieving his goals, and no amount of pain can force him to betray his country.
The door finally opened.
stop looking down
brightness will break through, and SHINE @ 8:01 AM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Lolx long time no blog cos very busy with school and homework all these stuff... hahas and rjc still haven't inform me abt de dsa results, damn nervous sia... I think I screwed up the last audition lei... =( so not sure wad they will say. Holiday hw still left alot nvr do.. and unlike other holidays... this time the teacher really will chase for de homework one! hahas so very busy lor... all you ppl nvr bring de 13 dollars for phys rev bk better bring faster! Mr tan is impatient! he has little time left! =PPPP
Well as i should be doing hw now i just blog abit la, not too much, so enjoy this essay i wrote for de eng enrichment today =)
Dreams
Startled, he roused from the bizarre experience. He hands clenched the bed sheets, soaking them in perspiration. His still-unfocused eyes darted about as he recalled the recent visions. The dreams had come to him one by one, night by night; and the evasiveness of their purpose and meaning mortified him.
The first dream was a man in black, standing upon a hill. The hill was surrounded by waters in turmoil, some parts black, and some parts white; and they seemed to be divided against each other.
He could see black waves rising; and the white ones too. Nevertheless, the white waves always crashed upon the black, smothering them, suppressing them.
The man opened his mouth, his face gaunt and sickly, nevertheless it still shone with wisdom and compassion. He said over the tossing waters, “Four score and seven years ago our fathers brought forth, upon this continent, a new nation, conceived in Liberty, and dedicated to the proposition that all men are created equal.”
And that was how the dream ended.
The second dream came upon him like a thief in the night. Unlike the previous chaos, this dream was peaceful. Sunlight was streaming upon a seat. Out of a window nearby, one could see things passing by, sometimes a dewy meadow, sometimes a brilliant countryside streaked with gold. It could be inferred that by the passing sceneries that the seat was situated in some sort of vehicle.
The seat was clean, except for a streak of white paint on it. Suddenly there was a tremor throughout the vehicle, and dust blew forth from the ground and hung in the air. The black dust settled, but on the seat, the dust could not. The white streak persevered, selfishly, refusing to be covered by the black dust.
And that was how the dream ended.
The most bizarre dream came upon him this every night. Now he was standing on the top of the hill. The waters around him were still in turmoil. Suddenly, he felt a force he never felt before moving his body. He raised his arms and opened his mouth.
He never got to hear what he spoke, but just before he woke up from the dream, he saw the waters calm.
He pondered about what they meant day and night. As he sat beside a table on the fourth night, he began to see the meaning in them. Inspiration and determination slowly flowed forth like a bubbling spring. He picked up his quill and began to write.
It was day, and he was standing at a high place; at the step of a memorial. Multitudes, regardless of race, were gathered below and around him. He opened his mouth:
“I have a dream, five score years ago…”
Yes, Martin Luther king had a dream.
stop looking down
brightness will break through, and SHINE @ 3:56 AM
Friday, June 20, 2008
Raveness
Raar Chionging hw like siao now... actually still got slack... last night stayed up until 4 watching anime! =(( how ah, plus my hcl hw i don't think i'm gonna make it... well now just do my best liao! Current status: (X=Not Done, V=Done) Amaths: 2 ws X 2 graded assignments X Physics: Guidebook: 18 V 19 V 20 V Revision Book: 1 V 2 V 3 V 4 X 5 X 6 X 7 X 8 X 9 X 10 X 11 X 12 X 13 X 14 X 15 X 16 X 17 X 18 X 19 X 20 X 21 X 22 X Chem: 2 Mock Papers X Ten yr Series X SS: 2 SBQ X HCL: 2 Narratives X 2 Argumentatives X 2 Newspaper Reviews X 1 Formal Letter X 1 Personal Letter X 1 Mock Paper X 1 Speech Script V Bio: Mock Exam Paper X
Total Finished: Physics guidebook 18-20 rev book 1-3 Chinese Speech Script -.-
Yeah so now you all know my pain!!! Still got ppl like esther all these, that are confident i will finish, hahas Kk we'll see, if i finish, i treat mac, if i nvr finish you must treat crystal jade! hehe joke joke only la =PP
Hahas now on to random stuffs
Wuzun thinks of getting married!!! Well that may be sad news to all you fan girls out there! cos once he's married, no more "Chun's mine!" anymore! =PP But seriously, finally there's someone in the entertainment industry's who's in the right mind, no sex scandal, no affairs, no "celibacy" because of "workload". He says its because his father is getting old and would like to see a grandson, so he'll try his best to get married(or get laid? =PPPPP) despite the stress of the media industry. That's like so filial la! He's not just a pretty face, hahaas Chun's da best~!(Although Farenheit sucks in live concerts =X)
Well MCR's concert's over! didn't watch though, it was clever of them to place it during the june holidays... hahas but well i don't think it'll be worth it. (buying their albulm would be more worth it) Their songs are great as aways, but their concerts, not. They can be said as the american version of farenheit, both can't sing for nuts in their live performances. Gerald Way went off tune during his performances! For example, compare both clips of the same song "Famous Last Words" LIVE
Album (much better)
Well Gerald just seems to have half the range he has in live performances compared to the album, he avoids hitting all the high notes such as "asleep or dead!" in "famous last words". Well but half of his range is already damn good la... damn so want to be like him('cept the concert part) I admire his expressions! =D so funny and expressive, He's a great artist and rocks, well to a certain extent~(large) Omg this is so funny, him having a shock lol thats so cute WEll his hair pwns
Hahas now to my favourite Inoue mao and Mastumoto jun! You would think that they were a couple but that's the beauty in their acting =D Damn the pic actually is starting to make me abit jealous... hahas And matsu's curly hair is irresistible! ^^ She's just tooo adorable but well matsu's still the best for her i guess... Sigh
Hahas well enough of all this, school's starting in a few days' time and I'm still not in the mood! =(( Damn...
stop looking down
brightness will break through, and SHINE @ 6:54 AM
Monday, June 16, 2008
Back from church camp a few days ago! And it was such a great time for me and for God! (yeah because we go there not just for ourselves but for him also!) Hahaas it was a totally new experience for me considering all the previous church camps I went before. And God fulfilled his prophesy and answered my prayers! praise God! Well save that for later and tok abt the camp first...
We went there a day earlier than the main congregation with dexter, abby, sarah and benneo(he take car) and on the 7 hour plus bus trip I realised that i nvr bring headphone!!! =OOOO then cannot listen to music!!! =( lol but i lived through the 7 hrs la, half alive, half dead.... (asleep) =P
On Day 0(let's just call it that) we stayed in the hotel room and played guitar, half composed a country song and made some music video of power rangers and happy bday with benneo and dex. hahas...
The 1st day we went to last minute swimming before everyone arrived! supercold sia... have wind blowing like siao Advertisement Supermans Wet Arabs of the desert Dex's a Dolphin Waaah benneo seh! =D
They have arrived! We were changing room for 1st day onwards and waiting for the room rey was agonising! the hotel was booked full and we had to wait for rooms to be checked out and prepared before recieving the key! and ppl also change change rooms and affect the order of registration so the hotel and church staff in charge of such things were overwhelmed. can see they stress when we found them to get our room key.
After settling down we had services and worships. I was quite surprised as the camp theme was exactly the same as previous church camp in Beijing BICF! The bible verse also the same sia... but the approach to the theme was different and i think it's a blessing from god to see his word being omnipotent and omniapplicable. we experienced great movement in the holy spirit within us. God's healing hands touched the congregation of the church: -ppl once bound on wheel chair but now can walk -ppl eyesight improve (dexter's dad! =DDD) -ppl knees being cured of rheumatism or arthritis and being able to run and squat again -ppl with sports related back and elbow injuries being healed -ppl being able to hear clearer (no more hearing aid!) -ppl having allergies being healed! I was once a skeptic of such faith healing events and even doubted whether it was biblically correct, for many years lived with the belief (or maybe unbelief?). Until today. I can say that God really changed my perception of him in this camp, not only he is a healer of hearts, but a healer of everything! praise the lord!
He also touched us through the gift of prophesy, preacher mike connell urged us to have faith and listen to god, and to practice prophesying for each other(asking god to reveal a person's needs for prayer to us). -i was touched by seeing the degree of faith mike connell has with god in his life. -i was touched by seeing the power of god working through the entire congregation, ppl had sensations on their bodies and they came out to pray for those who were affected in those parts. -i was touched by the way god worked through me (the person i least expect to achieve anything due to my unopen spiritual life) and that he used me to prophesy for brother terry and pastor daniel. (I had a vision of a pen and it turned out that terry was a teacher)
I was also touched by the unity of god's ppl, that even we sometimes had opinions or even grudges for each other, we still prayed as a church, as a cell and as a friend or brother in christ.
For the remaining 4 days, we hung out as a group during our free time Hang out group:Benneo, Dexter, Leslie, Bryan, Andrew Lu, Joshua Kwa, Sarah, Abi, Serphina, Eunice, Jewel, me.
Had fun shopping and hanging out! hangout points(copied from dex's blog): - Hotel Berjaya Times Square (connected to shopping center) - Shabu Shabu restaurant ( UBER cheap steamboat) - ChinaTown (got lostt!!!) - Jalan don't know what (stingray! Satay! lala!) - Swimming pool - Sauna - Each other's rooms - Function hall(for service, for buffet meals) - the pavillion - KL's biggest music shop - Sungei Wang - F.O.S - StarBucks - many more!
In hotel lift our roomates! spiderman! Evil spiderman! (lol) Benneo use gatsby hair wax! =P Large and cheap! =P Who's he waiting for? hahas Bros in christ Monster brotherly love siol Eat! the food there also cheaper! Nvr go themepark lol
Watched movies! -narnia:prince caspian(watched in theater! there the ticket so cheap, can only use the money buy nachos in sgp) -1408(ben's ps2) -kung fu panda(ben's ps2) -flood, watch halfway (ben's ps2)
At night sleep quite comfortable la... but cold in the morning! i managed to survive through camp without any sweater or wad! lol reminds me of china you know... the cold gusts of air in the hotel!
WE hung out in each other's rooms, do random stuff, play ps2, watch movies, and also got scandal somemore... hahas =PPPP Supressing the demon of lust.... lol
We planned a game: "2502" where ppl had to save a hostage from a room by searching for the bible and the hostage! lol cast of the game: Abby, Benneo, Dex, Me, Sarah The hostage! phantom of the opera! lalas Phantom and scream Scream and werewolf scandal! set for the ambush! XD heeheheheheeh Commenced! Joshua's down! This should be the ad for our game! how ironic... shes the one that came closest to winning! Fun sia... but too bad nvr scare 2 ppl of our hang out group cos if time constraints and complaints of noise form neighbour....(cos of eunice's high pitch!) hahas
Well it was really an enjoyable camp and may be the pinnacle of the june hols this year... now on to my testimony! (clutches testicles now)
Pastor Derrick asked for ppl with allergies to go up to be prayed for, and as you know many ppl in the camp experienced allergy healing like able to eat crab and all these. I also asked pastor daniel to pray for my nose, which is affected by sinusitis and will be the first to flare up during an allergy. But i was rather disappointed as nothing much came out of the prayers during the camp.
I often experienced allergies in the form of continuous runny nose with copious amounts of watery mucus coming out, itching eyes and if the the very extent, asthma. I have little stuff I'm allergic too but i have rather weird allergens, such as after bathing(if the water gets into your nose or you blew your nose while showering), after washing face, after going to take socks.
I was rather surprised in the day i came back from camp that my nose didn't react after washing face, and somemore i was using an old facial cleanser(new one ran out) that sure will kena allergy one last time. and somemore when i took socks this morning i also didn't suffer from runny nose! my allergy to them was gone! praise the lord! This really show that if you sincerely believe in the character of god, and to claim things that go with his character and will, he will bless you.
That was prayers being answered, but terry's prophecy for me came true also! He had a vision of an empty fish tank. And he felt that god wanted to tell me that if have some place that are empty or in need on my live and he is goign to fill them up in his time. then terry asked whether it applied to my life, and i told him abt the DSA i was very worried abt. so we prayed abt it. Then on the next day, unbeknownst to me, at singapore, vjc called my mother and told her there was an audition. It was really weird as i only submitted the online application but not the letter containing documents yet, and normally they would only call after they have recieved all. Then the same thing happened ytd for rjc! they called me abt the audition when i nvr submit everything yet. Today was the rjc audition and there is a second round of audition tomorrow. God has blessed me and answered my prayers and i believe that he has not finished yet and will still continue seeing me through and blessing me throughout the entire ordeal! How great is our god, Now i only want to sing laudate dominum! laudate dominum omnes populi!
stop looking down
brightness will break through, and SHINE @ 8:01 PM
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? say, "You're no longer called my lover!" k next question 2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? Get superpowers that can grant me everything from strength to money, lol 3. If your house was on fire, what is the one thing you would take to preserve? Nothing in particular... maybe money? so i can get a new house or smthing 4. What would you do with a billion dollars? spend 5 million in investments and get more money rolling in! buy a nice house, go overseas, bla bla.... hahah 5. What's your ideal lover like? not sure? kissable? huggable? lovable? sharable? fuckable?(lol) 6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? It is more blessed to give than to receive! Well loving someone is something you can control right? 7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? until the person comes? well its not like you can go off and do something else right? it's a passive thing, waiting, that is. If you asked me abt finding, that'll be another thing all together. 8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? Cry? lol not sure... I'm not gonna do wad happened last year ever again! =( 9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? lots! hw! Os! Frens! DSA! and more! 10. What cheers you up the fastest? Watching something nice on the comp... like anime?(Dramas can be depressing... but all is worth it in the end =)) 11. How do you see yourself in ten years time? Older! =D 12. Who are currently the most important people to you? Frens? Parents? God? 13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? Chengyee? dunno lar... cos she keeps evading my smses!!! raar! =PPPPP 14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor? NAh... even i was the latter, I wouldn't just accept my destiny like that; I'll get rich. =DDDD 15. What's the first thing you do every morning? Sleep? morning is like 1am all these wad... lol 16. Would you give all in a relationship? Well the answer is very subjective! even the question itself is subjective... begging the question. 17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick? That would nvr happen! hahahs maybe liking 2 ppl at the same time? but loving? no. Hmm but if that really happens... maybe let the 2 fight themselves out? hahahs 18. What type of friends do you like? Friends that are fun, open, understanding and stable. 19. What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name? JEEEEREH!!! Get it?
stop looking down
brightness will break through, and SHINE @ 6:47 AM
Zuer
ShaoNing... Wads with those glasses? haha funny sia
Manda!
Simin! old class mate! haha
Val
...and jessica! haha
Retsgnail lehz... haha
Me disturb
me, sl, darren
Sl and me
Bin
Me carryin darren! heavy sia! sure go gym train de hor! lol
must emo abit... haha
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